At some point in my garden blog reading, I began to
encounter a fancy French word,
terroir. I quickly realized that “terroir” is what the
smart gardeners call what the rest of us explain as “what’s it like where I
live”. Less sardonically, terroir means a
sense of place.
Being a connoisseur of fancy words, I quickly filed this one
away. It went under: Words I Like but
Will Never Use in Casual Conversation.
This is no casual conversation though. I know that if you’re reading my blog it’s
because you are esoteric in your own way, right? So allow me, if you will, to write about what
it’s like where I live. Allow me to
explore the terroir.
I don’t want to tell you too much about the weather (historically dry until the last week) although that plays a significant role. And I don’t want to write too much about my
neighborhood (old with lots of character).
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My neighborhood is filled with turkeys. |
I want to write more about my
sense of the place. I have
lived in my house for less than a year.
In fact, it’s been just about a year since I first saw the listing for
our house online. I have probably
written several times before, or at least I’ve thought about writing several
times, that one of the main draws to this house was the lot itself. All I saw was potential. I was so excited to get started with a new
garden, a garden that had room to grow, where I could plant more than one tree
and not worry that it was the only thing I’d have room for in the entire
yard.
But then I got here, moved my family’s stuff and my personal
junk into the house, worked on some projects, and did the unthinkable and hired
people to mow my own lawn. And after
some nine or ten months I feel like I don’t have any real understanding of the
terroir of my lot.
My yard is still largely a blank slate. I have certainly done things since I’ve been
here. I planted most of the Japanese
maples that had lived in pots at my old place.
I have created one new garden bed, cut down lots of poorly planted and
placed trees, and added some boxwood hedges, patches of ferns, and tackled my
vegetable garden. But it still just
feels like small pieces of a larger puzzle - only this puzzle is lacking the
box with the big picture on it.
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These pieces (the chair, the potted Japanese maple, the wood lantern) all had a place at my old house. Now they are grouped together on the island of misfit elements. |
The other morning as I drove through the neighborhood and
looked at other people’s yards, it struck me how differently people landscape
their yards. I don’t know most of my new
neighbors yet, but I can’t help but derive a sense of who they are based on
what I sense of their place.
That got me to thinking about how other people might perceive
my landscape and what that says about me.
Can they tell just from looking that I’m still feeling
directionless? Can they sense the
influence of too many different voices the way I do? Do they experience the terroir of my yard the
same way I do?
In the realm of all things that are much less important
than life-and-death, one of the worst things to feel is discouragement caused by your lack of progress in an endeavor like art, writing, or gardening. But I am not as discouraged as I could
be. Although I sense that the terroir of
my garden is as muddled as a slow-moving stream with too many kids playing in it, I
also know that Spring is just a few warm days away here (the ornamental pear trees in
the neighborhood have already bloomed!).
And when the Spring rains come through, this muddy water will be revived
and I will have my chance to do a little bit more to fill this place with my
voice.
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This pincushion flower is already blooming in my front yard. |
I am curious to hear from you on this topic if you have a
moment. I would love to hear how long it
took you before you started to feel like your garden or yard or home started to
feel like something you wanted it to feel like.
Did you have a good sense for the garden right away or did you have to
live with it and listen to it for some time before it became clear to you?